A new haiku
lashes, strikes with knotted whips
at a bruised blue world
Words and image © Lizzie Ballagher
We knew it was coming. Yes, it’s true, of course, that a foot of snow is nothing in Scandinavia or North America. Not so in southern England! The camellia tries in vain to blaze its pink from under snow, and it’s too cold to sit long at my desk; the snow shovel calls.
winter clamps its jaws
shuts, clenches, shivers between
chattering white teeth
Words and images © Lizzie Ballagher
For the first time this year, I saw a huge heron fly over today. Usually I see them hunched by the river or beside a lake. Their watchful stillness is eerie, almost as if they’re not quite a part of this world.
Hunched, still as a wily snake,
You wait below the willow on the shallow bank.
Although alone, you’re doubled
At the water’s edge by your shadow self,
By that ageless grey bird, who, unstirring,
As stoic as you on stilted legs,
Stands just as hunched.
Tireless, you wait & watch
With prehistoric reptilian eyes
For hapless frogs & fish—whatever swims your way—
Since you’re not choosy
But endlessly patient,
Missing not the smallest ripple
And, like running water, tireless.
How ragged you are, old heron!
You’ve stood on the brink so long
That the weeping willow’s turned
From green to grey, from yellow back to green again
While you’re still biding your time, lurking,
Ruffled, muffled in your shaggy cloak
And—like a leafless willow branch—how ragged.
Words © Lizzie Ballagher
Yes, February may be viewed as the start of spring in some cultures. And, yes, I am writing this post as snow blows in over the North Downs on a below-zero wind. Still, the thought of warmer days and brighter light keeps the winter blues at bay, even so long before the changing of the clocks. Hence this little poem.
Day comes up full of willow buds
Yellow as yellowhammers
And dusts the path with daffodils,
With flaring saffron crocuses.
Between long cirrus clouds, citrus light shakes out
The splash & flash of goldfinch wings.
An early brimstone butterfly ascends
Creamy yellow on skeins of invisible updraft:
Away, it lifts away, drifts away
Over banks brimming with primroses.
And now on the morning of the springing clocks,
Here in this first week of a northern spring,
The flame has turned,
Sun’s fire has burned
From winter’s crimson plum
To spring’s bright lemon light.
© Lizzie Ballagher
So many people face bereavement at this time of year, and in the past few months three friends or close family members of friends have died. Remembering them, both in giving thanks for their lives (two short and the other long), I am today sharing a poem I wrote two years ago. Perhaps this poem comforts only me; but so many light candles to reflect and remember, all over the world, that I hope this poem reaches out to others, as well.
Light me a candle for sorrow:
For the one on a journey with no returning
And pennies on his eyes for the burying.
Light me a candle for tomorrow:
For the tug of longing & the loss of hope,
For the winds of war & the stuttering of prayer.
Light me a candle for blissful memories
In the darkest hours of night:
For sunlit colours & the laughter of friends.
Light me a candle for thankfulness:
For the holy moments of marrying,
For childbirth & the first faltering prayers of children.
Light me a candle for blessedness:
For bread & wine on a sacred table—
To stand & burn in beauty & in tenderness.
Light me a candle for gladness:
For a welcome at windows late in the evening,
For the hush & stillness of soft sleep.
Light me a candle for peace:
For the swansdown drift of dreams;
For the gift of Christ at Christmas,
And for His rising on Easter’s radiant morning.
Yes, light me a candle for the breath of day’s dawning.
The hiss of a flame, the flare of a spark
Will raise us soon against the dark.
Words and image © Lizzie Ballagher
Lest we forget, living in the relative peace of Western Europe, just what war can do, November serves as a month for reflecting on the consequences of war and the sufferings of those who still endure it now, in 2017.
My poem “Merciless Day” was last year set to music by composer Simon Mold. If you would like to hear the music and poem, please follow this youtube link.